Outlook on myself

Trying to be happy and being happy are two different things. Most days I am not even happy within myself to be happy around others, my fake happy self comes out most times. the one that never has any issues at all

I watched a video that made me take a long hard look at myself, it  also gave me a giggle which felt great

After watching Patrica I knew I had to start seeing life in a new way.
I will try my best because the last thing I want is to end up in my dark place again